Friday, June 24, 2011

bubye engkau~

buat lelaki 'budiman' thanks for the lie. first of all i would like to say i love the way you lie. i don't know how to express my gratitude. keep it up, boy. go on with your lie. remember, what goes around comes around. someday when you get what i got you will ingat balik ape yang kau dah buat kat aku. tapi time tu nyesal pon tak gune. i've already benam kau kat dalam lubang yang paling dalam, paling gelap dalam hati aku. no ladder to go up. if i have a bag, i will fill it with hatred and i will give it specially for you, dear. then we'll look how you deal with it.

everything revealed! bertemankan intan aku bace the story of your 'glory'..yes, kau memang hebat. btw, thanks to intan sebab temankan aku bace. takde la merana sangat aku bace all those shits sorang-sorang. then syazek called me. thanks to syazek too. yeah, my friends are my strength..and also my family. loooooove all of you damn much. ok, tomorrow after i return your phone you can get lost!

its tough but i'm trying to get used to it. hope you are doing fine too. it feels like this pain will last forever. it feels like this hurt will never go away. tapi aku cakap feel je kan. insyaAllah tak. i still have Allah, family and friends. it's funny how the people that hurt you the most are the one who swore that they never did. haish, penipu besa. penipu, dasar mulut buaya, mulut bau longkang. it is a lot easier to say 'i don't love you anymore' than have to explain the reason why i still do. now i believe once in a while, right in the middle of ordinary life, loves give me a fairy tale. dongeng semata-mata. but i hope it only for now. soon i will find someone for eternity, someone who will be my imam in solat, someone will guide me to ultimate happiness in life and hereafter..amin.

the greatest revenge is to accomplish what others say you cannot do. i cried because i felt like fool, not bacause of losing you ok. ok asma, finish every day and done with it. you have done what you could. some blunders and absurdities no doubt have crept in; forget him as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be cumbered with your old nonsense. this day is all that is good and fair. it is too dear, with its hopes and invitations to waste a moment of yesterday. twenty years or two years or howlongittakes you will dissapointed by the things you didn't do then by the ones you did. so throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbour, catch the sail winds in your sails. explore. dream. discover. start from now asma, or else you will regret.

ok, i will grow stronger from now on. Tuhan nak tunjuk jap je kan..cam elvis presley ckp; truth is like the sun. you can shut it down but you never can wipe it out. fuhhhh, alhamdulillah aku tau skrg rather than tau later bile aku dah sayang kau tahap kritikal. thanks Allah..

'the climb' yang buat aku semangat balik..credit to syazek!

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on
'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!
Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa






2 comments:

  1. “There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.” :)

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  2. yeah,,thanks my rumate a.k.a my besties! ok, don't cry because it happened, smile because it last =)

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