luahan perasaan

ape plak kali ni wahai RK? dah terang lagi bersuluh kau memang ramai perempuan. ucop pon cakap camtu. tapi aku tak paham nape everytime aku tanya sal tu kau marah cam nak mati. ngaku jelah..buat ape kau nak sorok lagi? kalo betol kau anggap aku kawan kau, kau takkan tipu aku. nak cakap kau suke aku kompem tak r! dah tu aku ni sape bg kau, hah?? sumpah aku geram. kau bagi aku pinjam enset kau skali ngan sim, then kau tak delete message pompuan kat dalam tu. ape motif kau?? nak buat aku sakit hati, nak aku tau kau hot or what?? aku tak paham mainan ape yang kau main skang ni. kau still cari ex kau. ingat aku tak tau?? time aku dah tenang kau bagi aku harapan palsu lagi.

i'm not supposed to love you

i'm not supposed to care

i'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there

i'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do

but i can't help myself

if i could freeze time 

i'd freeze that moment

when we were together

there was so much i wanted to say

but one thing i wasn't able to tell you

was how much i wanted you to stay

i never let you know 

its so hard out here without you

but i'm not allowed to let it show

i must pretend all is fine 

everyone thinks all is okay

but what i never ever tell them 

is that i cry for you everynight

hope ni last time aku meluahkan perasaan tentang cinta kat blog ni. this will be the last. aku dah tak nak terlampau pikir sal ni..Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hatiku..amin