good bye...

awak, saya tunggu, tunggu dan tunggu awak tapi awak bia, bia dan biakan je saya. its ok then, awak boleh pergi dari hidup saya. saya tak perlukan orang yang tak hargai saya. awak teruskan je hidup awak tu. there comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. after all, life is too short to anything but happy. ye, saya perlu teruskan hidup saya dengan gembira. memang susah kan nak let go everything in a time but for now i like to pretend that everything's alright. because when everybody else think i'm fine, sometime i forget for a while that i am not. it's ok awak..bila saya ingat kat awak nanti i will close my eyes, clear my heart and let the pain go..insyaAllah saya akan ok balik. inner peace kan...hope awak ingat phrase 'inner peace' tu.. even though you are not, but i will. btw thanks to awak. banyak yang saya belajar sepanjang saya kenal awak. one thing is about happiness. happiness is like a butterfly. the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. but if you turn your attention to other things it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...betul tak awak?

ok la awak..now its time to say goodbye. i hoped i am your favourite hello and you hardest goodbye but i couldn't make it. i've learnt that goodbye is always hurt. pictures never replace having been there. memories good or bad will bring my tears and words can never replace this feeling. awak, its really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay. it's not the goodbye that hurt but the flashback. some days i will feel broke inside but i won't admit. sometimes i just wanna hide cause its you i miss. and its so hard to say goodbye when it come to this. awak, oftentime we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. though that doesn't mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stop to care. sometime goodbye is just a painful way to say i love you.